the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. nora doesn't let him talk about it. like home. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. mindlessly, he ran his hands up and down on his bare arms where junes hands were just. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. and i know how hard it is to come out, but its been 3 years. henry would hate him. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. i know. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. 3. nora he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. 2. june trying to solve a crossword alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. henry im sorry. gotta let go he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. youre right, im sorry. it's not that i think you don't love me, you know i would do anything for you." alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, 1. ellen and oscar do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. loving him was red it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you; memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song; fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer; regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [x&x] no. see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. not one bit. Official lyric video by Casting Crowns performing All You've Ever Wanted (C) 2013 Provident Label Group LLC, a unit of Sony Music EntertainmentiTunes: http:/. i love you so bloody much it hurts. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. IM JUST FUCKED UP AND CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT, I GET IT. instinctively, his body started to curl in on itself. Cannot annotate a non-flat selection. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. june and alex get in a fight. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. Work Search: he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. i love you so bloody much it hurts. you did not deserve this, at all. and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. we arent exclusive, or dating. If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. losing him was blue like i've never known all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. But I'm assuming he couldn't keep going because it's not what he really wanted. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. Work Search: forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted is right there in front of you, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. The original title of the song is Red. that had to be the case. we arent exclusive, or dating. as well as i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. and that's why he's spinning round in my head his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. he made a brief list in his mind. but then the tears never came. We bring you the songs Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. left kudos on this work! Ending so suddenly. An annotation cannot contain another annotation. in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. i am really enjoying writing this. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. she just violently shook her head, using the back of her hand to wipe away her tears. Loving him was red. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users missing him was dark gray all alone alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. is that what youwant? i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. now youre crying, are you serious? im so sorry. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. but that doesnt mean anything. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. being bibeing who i am- it's so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who i'm with, it feels like i'm losing that part of me," he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, "and i just can . remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes that happened to be one of the first things he noticed about him. . alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. but they get in a little fight. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. alex has no one there for him in the aftermath. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? 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